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hai,assalamualaikum fellow readers.hmm,rasa dah takde peminat kot blog ara nie kan.? dah takde ape yang nak baca kot kan sebab bosan takde update cerita baru pun. seriously tak tahu kenapa takde mood,takde rasa nak jengah pun blog nie,takde idea pun nak menulis. nak kata takde cerita,ara rasa setiap hari ada je benda yang jadi kat ara sampaikan ara tak tahu nak cerita and ada benda yang ara tak patut and tak boleh cerita.. disebabkan dah lama sangat tak jengah blog nie,ara sampai lupa macam mana nak tukar background picture and edit meng'edit dalam blog nie lah. aiseyhh,makin bosan la blog ara kan sebab tak bertukar baju. lantak laayang penting isinya,bukan luarannya. betul x,.??? hmm,ok.!! lately nie macam2 jadi dalam hidup ara. but ara just terima semua tu sebagai cabaran dalam hidup ara. but alhamdulillah,still ada jalan lain untuk ara. minta2 dipermudahkan lah. amin.. and lately nie ara tak tahulah kenapa ara asik teringatkan sidia.. sidia bukan azhar but azrul.. i just don't know why the guy that hurt me a lot since i want to take my SPM and once again hurt me during my birthday always come into my mind and the worst is,he came into my dream,.?? am i keep thinking of him? i think i'm not. he already happy with his life,being a casanova, a playboy that love to hurt girl's feeling. . break girl's heart.. tapi lelaki yang ara sayang sangat2 duluyang sweet sangat2 dengan ara dulu that is azhar...tak pulak ara ingat.. nak kata ara stalker mereka orang,memang la ara stalker kan. tapi fair kot. dua dua ara stalker.. tapi yang sorang nie ara dok asyik ingat.. tapi nasib baik ara cuma ingat yang manis2 jew.. sweet moment masa kami orang hangout dulu. nak dengar cerita tak,.? ara paling ingat,paling suka 1 masa tu kami date kan. then nak keluar dari sungei wang nak ke times square,hujan renyai2.. and then can u imagine what he doing,? he put his palm at my head to cover it. so sweet kan. dia cakap tak nak ara kene hujan,nanti ara demam. dia demam takpe. then betul2 balik dari date tu dia demam teruk. kesian sangat.. and ara suka bila dia gedik nak ara kepit dia time kami orang berjalan. dia suka ara letak tangan ara kat pinggang dia,then dia akan letak tangan dia lak kat bahu ara. yeayhh,biasa la.. ara kan pndek.. so tak sampai nak letak tangan kat bahu dia juga. . u know what,there are many things that i miss about you. but i'm not gonna fall in love with you once again. i don't want to take the same risk for the third times.. hehe,feeling sedih pulak ara malam nie yek.. okeyh,cukup.. what i'm gonna to say now is,. i'm trying to learn to love this new person.. he always by my side when u left me. and u know what when i'm still with u,he ask me to left u many times but i don't want to do that because i love u.until u left me,he happy because there's no more person that can stop him from own me.. now i'm his everything.. thanks to you because left me that time and i'm so thankful because i meet him ontime.. ara rasa cukup kot untuk malam nie..  i have more time with my blog now but i just don't have story to tell to you.. i'm busy with my twitter and facebook now.. so,join me there. i;m waiting for you.. bye.